| need to chill the fuck out!! |
[Jan. 5th, 2010|02:58 pm] |
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| [ | Music |
| | The Beatles - Blue Jay Way | ] |
fffffffffffffffffffff
i owe 750 on surgery day
and there is so much more that I have to pay out the ass for and i had to go through so much shit to get my leave shit worked out and there's some mystery bill on my tab at the clinic for like 3,500 dollars what the fuck AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAgh |
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[Jan. 5th, 2010|09:34 am] |
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| | YMCK - Sarada Shababada | ] |
oh, forgot to mention, in a few weeks my LJ will be 7 years old!
ha ha ha ha ha!! |
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[Jan. 5th, 2010|09:29 am] |
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| |  cold | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Bayonetta - Mysterious Destiny (8-bit Mix) | ] |
Shortly after I made that post yesterday, the doctor's office called me about how much the bill will be approximately.
$697, paid in $115 & some change installments every month. Not bad considering as far as I've heard the surgery can be $5000+. Thank god for insurance.
Now watch it be my luck and I get fired or something. Ha. |
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| you better run for your life if you can, little girl |
[Jan. 4th, 2010|11:14 am] |
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| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | The Beatles - Run For Your Life | ] |
getting surgery for carpal tunnel syndrome on the 12th
i'll be out of work for 6 weeks
neat i guess. Doc said i won't be able to lift anything heavier than a coffee cup for the first 2 weeks |
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| long time no see |
[Dec. 7th, 2009|08:46 am] |
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| | drained | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | YMCK - Curry da yo! | ] |
I experienced my first first-snow-of-the-season in person last night.
Usually I catch the middle of the first snow but I was outside doing carts as it started. It was amazing. After grabbing one cart I slowed to a stop and just waited; it was completely silent, snowing very softly. I just stood there watching for a few minutes as it steadily came down heavier. It was so beautiful.
I've been in the mood to draw and paint an oil painting lately but I don't have the time. I've had a bit of inspiration, but not enough.
I've been drawing things in MS Paint a lot lately. Sometimes I wish I'd just put a little more effort into drawing. Just for personal enjoyment. I have so many visions, so many things that I'd just love to put down on paper (or paint) but I just don't have the time or energy. It makes me sad :(
I have to work on Christmas this year, which REALLY sucks. I love having Christmas off. I put in to get the day after off, and I'm really hoping I do.
I'm going to see a doctor in about an hour about my carpal tunnel, particularly in my right wrist. I was reading about it a few months ago, and I'm starting to get worried its getting to the point of permanent nerve damage. My hand usually goes numb for up to 20 minutes at a time 10+ times a day and it really sucks.
I got into The Beatles recently. Growing up, I never really realized they.. existed, I guess. But I feel like some sort of poser or something for suddenly adoring them. They just made such good music I can't help it.
I'm a boring loser with no life. I have no talents, no skill, no ambition. I still live with my mother at 21, I've never been in a relationship, and I have a job that I despise that's leading me nowhere.
but hey...
at least i'm not dead yet  |
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| Mario & Luigi 3 |
[Oct. 15th, 2009|12:20 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| | exhausted | ] |
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| | Castlevania: Aria of Sorrow - Ruined Castle Corridor | ] |
FUCK YEAH |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2009|04:00 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | awesome hat | ] |
| [ | Mood |
| | melancholy | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | CHAR GA RAIRU | ] |
I got this awesome hat while I was in southern Illinois on last weekend.
Its like a top hat mixed with a jester hat. If I can I'll get a picture some time.
Other than that, nothing's really gone on recently. Still hate my job but I'm really grateful for having it.
Other than that I'm just really anticipating October. I almost want to just take October off.
and sit outside enjoying the weather for a solid month. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 22nd, 2009|12:49 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| | sleepy | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Breath of Fire III - The Town Loved By The Wind | ] |
hi
i got a kitten
it's name is iris
it's driving me crazy
help |
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[May. 16th, 2009|12:52 pm] |
Back to work..
can I just quit? please? ;_;
i need to find a dead end desk job or something.
IN OTHER NEWS, GOING GAMBLING FOR MY 21ST FUCK YOUR DRINKING BULLSHIT. also Sniper/Spy update in TF2 comes out the day after my birthday WHICH I HAVE OFF. :3c I've been playing Sniper and Spy a lot lately.
it was previously the day before(also have that off), which would have been the best of the three days |
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| ACEN IN A FEW DAYS |
[May. 6th, 2009|11:24 am] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  sick | ] |
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| | Gyakkyou Burai Kaiji - Dai Dai ZawaZawa | ] |
and on top of that, I have a 9 day vacation. well, technically 12 since I was sick and home from work the last 3 days but GOD I was miserable. i'm feeling so much better now. I've almost forced it out of my system.
For some reason, while I'm playing Fallout 3, nothing is more entertaining to me than blasting off sucka's heads in VATS. NOTHING. It's even better now with the Bloody Mess perk. Now all of their limbs blast off! :D
I'm going to be getting a kitten in a few weeks. Going to name it Iris.
i haven't really done much in the last two months.
aside from work.
SPEAKING OF, MY FAVORITE OF THE TWO MANAGERS IS LEAVING OVERNIGHTS ;_; this is terrible |
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[Mar. 8th, 2009|01:08 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | nes | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Frank Sinatra - If You Are But A Dream | ] |
So I got my tax money a week or so ago. I've been buying all sorts of shit. One thing of note that I got a few days ago was an NES at this thrift store I used to work at. It had 2 controllers but no power cord. I hunted down a power cord and a few games (SMB/Duck Hunt and Double Dragon II, two games I owned as a kid, but I had SMB and Duck Hunt seperate :3c) and tested it out. It works pretty well. I had some problems at first (and still do, from time to time) but it's running games pretty well.
Yesterday I picked up some more stuff. Ghosts 'n Goblins (FUCK YES), Track & Field 2(just about perfect condition), The Adventures of Lolo (also near perfect), Kabuki Quantum Fighter (FUCK YES. also a game I owned as a kid), and Startropics II (awesome. I just recently got the first one on the virtual console), all for about 5 dollars a piece. I also picked up Omega Boost (PSX) for 5 bux and Super Ghouls 'n Ghosts BOXED WITH INSTRUCTIONS AND INSERTS AND EVERYTHING for 9 dollars. It was seriously like they got a wrapped copy and only opened it to slap their price sticker on the game inside.
It was a fucking awesome find. They also had what looked to be a good condition copy of Lunar: Silver Star Story Complete with all of the extras and everything for like $60. I'm tempted to go back and buy it. |
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[Feb. 6th, 2009|07:09 am] |
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It's Kirbu Day! Happy birthday, Kirbu. |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2009|11:48 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | game center cx | ] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  good | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Game Center CX - Opening Jingle | ] |
I am addicted to Game Center CX. It's fun to watch.
my journal apparently hit 1,000 entries four (now five) entries ago. yay..? |
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[Feb. 2nd, 2009|11:45 am] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  okay | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | she - Aki | ] |
i should be getting like 1000 bucks back from taxes
this is fucking awesome.
i dunno what i should do with it, though.
deadline for the bill is in 3 days. hope everything goes okay! |
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| i have suddenly been informed that |
[Jan. 14th, 2009|12:45 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | wal-mart | ] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  nervous | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Mother - Eight Melodies | ] |
we need $3075 by February 5th or else we're pretty much fucked.
hooray.
hopefully everything works out. Maybe I can squeeze in some overtime.. I doubt it but it's worth a shot.
Paid vacation starts Monday. but I have 3 days off this week, and then i work friday, and then I also have saturday and sunday off.
So basically a 10 day vacation. I needed this. |
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[Jan. 12th, 2009|02:57 pm] |
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| | groggy | ] |
it turned out to be the box for my PS3.
which means I DID still fuck up ordering Dissidia.
fuck. at least that "accidental" second copy should be coming sometime before next week. sigh.
;_; |
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[Jan. 12th, 2009|07:41 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | dissidia | ] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  hopeful | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Kaiji - MIRAI WA BOKURA NO TE NO NAKA | ] |
dissidia is coming today
it's like 10 minutes away right now. according to the tracking info it could arrive anywhere between 9 am and 7 pm.
i'm really hoping it's here at 9, i don't wanna stay up too late.
can't wait.
box for my ps3 hasn't shown up yet. |
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[Jan. 8th, 2009|12:55 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | wal-mart | ] |
| [ | Mood |
| | i should be sleeping | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | YATTA | ] |
oh, i also have a week vacation coming up starting the 17th. 7 days off, 5 of which are paid. :D
if i were to call in on the 16th i could totally have a 10 day vacation. but i'm going to try and not miss any more days unless i absolutely need to, or unless i'm very sick. last year i called in twice because i was feeling incredibly nauseous but it went away after like 3 hours. every other callin was a legitimate illness or a problem of transportation/event. oh god i still remember that fever it was fucking awful. i remember i was eating dinner and every time i took a bite it felt like it was seeping out of my skin it felt so icky, but i was sweating that badly. it went away after sleeping and taking it easy.
hopefully that week will change my outlook on my job. it's not much fun going to work every night thinking "wow i'd rather be crushed by a boulder than be at work right now!" |
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| Zvarri! |
[Jan. 8th, 2009|12:29 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | dissidia, ms paint doodles | ] |
| [ | Mood |
| | melancholy | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Phoenix Wright: Trials and Tribulations - Hoshiidake Aiga 'I Just Want Love' | ] |
I got another virus again yesterday :D
It wasn't nearly as imposing as the last, however, and I managed to thwart it.
I also learned that the old one was still around, but inactive. The thing that I used apparently got rid of both of them, so, whatever.
still no news on Dissidia. almost been two weeks. I think it's shipping from Australia to Canada to here though, so that probably is going to take time.
i had a financial discussion in Munkki and a psychological discussion in NPC. fun morning. need to do it more often.
i have to be up in 5 and a half hours for my little cousin's birthday party. he turns.. 15? this year. How time flies.
i drew some stuff in paint over the last day or two, here's some stuff:
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[Jan. 3rd, 2009|01:37 pm] |
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| | okay | ] |
how time flies. this LJ will be turning 6 years old soon.
i've spent a good chunk of my life on the internet, heh. |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2009|07:58 am] |
the new year has been great so far and i really hope it continues on this trend!
uuugh. my head feels like it's about to pop.
if dissidia doesn't ship by sometime next week this feeling is probably going to intensify as i'll have probably been jewed out of 65 bucks. maybe i'm just being impatient. it's only been a week.
watch it somehow take like 2 months to get here after it ships.
i wouldn't doubt it with my luck so far this year.
i killed my PS3 yesterday. i'm going to have to send it to Sony. I hope I didn't lose my save data, but i probably did. byebye 65 hours on Disgaea 3, 27 hours on Persona 4 and all of my LBP stages. i wonder if i can redownload the PSX/PSP/PSN games i just recently bought. hell, i wonder if i can even remember my PSN login.
sigh.
i almost lost my internet connection for half the month. that would've driven me crazy. i guess Comcast is going to come and install a new modem or something soon. mine is like 6 years old so i probably need a new one. i'm just worried they'll be snoopy or a dumbass like the last Comcast rep who came to install my cable (he failed, and eventually left. i did it on my own after like an hour and a half of tinkering)
i want to quit my job but i can't afford to. |
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[Dec. 24th, 2008|09:08 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| | drowsy | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Hyadain - Crash!!! | ] |
i just got a call from my dad for the first time in about 6 months.
he's doing okay.  |
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| AGGRESS. |
[Dec. 24th, 2008|01:23 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  aggress | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Mega Man 9 - GALAXY FANTASY | ] |
ms paint adventures is awesome |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 13th, 2008|07:19 am] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  fuck year its da weekend | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Castlevania 4 - Theme of Simon Belmont | ] |
It's Nils Day!
To be followed by Bane Day!
After which comes Jessicar Day!
Happy Birthday Guys! |
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